Read a story: Think. You can. You must, moreover, not continually run away while asleep – forget details – ignore problems – shut walls up between you & the world & all the gay bright girls –: please, think – snap out of this. Believe in some beneficent force beyond your own limited self. God, god, god: where are you? I want you, need you: the belief in you and love and mankind. You must not seek escape like this. You must think.
Laat entry bwfore first suicide attempt.
