It was only in that moment that Hawkin fully understood that I was prepared to let him die. And now that he has understood it, he will never forgive me for not loving him as much—in his terms—as he has loved me, his lord.
AND HAWKINS IS RIGHT LITERALLY ALL OF THIS IS TRUE.
ok lets here your terms for love where its fine to use someone for your cause and coerce their cobsent without making sure they know what they're consenting too. Im curious. In what sense is that love

