I walk after her — it’s what she wants me to do. Me chasing her. It’s how we are now. She makes me work for it 100% of the time. Didn’t used to be like this, but since I cheated on her it’s like she needs me to prove to her that I want her infinitely. It’s a glass that can’t be full. There’s a hole in the bottom of the cup where I broke her and all the ways I want her fall through it.