How could I ever actually be done with Parks? Couldn’t be. So I just pushed her from my mind. I put her in the cupboard under the stairs and played the sound of Jordan really loud to drown out the banging of how much I loved Magnolia. Got easier and easier too. To drown her out, to ignore the sound of being with someone I’m not meant to be with. It’s getting loud again, the banging under the stairs. I love her, I know I do. I should have told her that. Didn’t. A bit out of shock, but mostly cause I’m proud. Might be the death of me. Or us. We’re both proud. I don’t love anything more than I
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