We both chuckle and I miss her. Feel angry at the her-shaped hole there is in my life. Increasingly hard to stomach, Parks and Julian. Sits weird with me. Makes me angry whenever I think of it. Don’t know why — I do — but it’s more than just the obvious. The obvious being that I love her and I’m trying to fix what’s broken, the less obvious is that she’s breaking us more. I am too, I guess. Shouldn’t have sent her that text the other night though. That was shit of me. We haven’t spoken since. Not like us.
