Nervous she’s going to fuck me up a bit. Don’t tell me she won’t, she always does — even if it’s in ways I like. It’s just easier dating someone who doesn’t rip your heart out of your chest all the fucking time. And Parks always will. She can’t help it. One look at her stupid eyes and I’m undone. Or I used to be — I shake my head at myself, staring at my girlfriend. Not any more. For fuck’s sake. Please, not any more.
AHH
