I used to think about that night a lot. Me and Julian and what we didn’t do. He’s a strange person, but I sort of love being next to him. There’s just this feeling you get from being by him that’s not like anything else in the world. I never knew whether he didn’t say anything about the night because he was annoyed or embarrassed or he was just a better man than we all give him credit for, but it became apparent that night at his thirtieth that none of the boys knew we’d ever gone home together. It made me look at him a bit differently once I realised he hadn’t told anyone. I don’t know in
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