“I know it does, but just remember you’re not alone. Remember how Jesus’ own disciples schemed to get first place in his kingdom and to use God’s power to punish the Samaritans? Until you discover how to trust God for everything in your life, you will constantly seek to control others for the things you think you need.” “What am I supposed to do then, John? Just give up my job?” “I don’t think that is the choice right now, is it? If I were you, I’d lean in a little closer to Jesus and ask him to show you what he wants you to do. He’ll make it clear to you if