So You Don't Want to Go to Church Anymore: An Unexpected Journey

by Wayne Jacobsen

“Certainly there are things that are right and things that are wrong. But we’ll only truly know that in Jesus. Remember, he is the TRUTH itself! You will never be able to follow his principles if you’re not following him first.” John’s words hung in the air through an awkward silence. I could see the gears churning in minds all around the table. I knew what they were feeling. Marsha finally spoke, choking a bit through tears. “I think you’re right, John. The reason I follow rules is because I don’t know how to follow Jesus the way you’re talking about. I just try to do what’s right and I’m tired of being attacked by people who say we’re in rebellion if we’re not in one of those blasted buildings on Sunday morning.” John leaned toward Marsha. “I know this isn’t easy. But just because people say something doesn’t make it so. Jesus is teaching you how to live free. Others will find that threatening, as you will yourself at times. The system must devour what it cannot control.” “That’s why we’re against the institution,” said Marvin. “We may be talking about two different things here, Marvin. I want to expose the system of religious obligation in whatever ways it holds people captive, but that’s not the same as being against the institution. Don’t let it threaten you. There are lots of folks in it whom Father loves and he will keep drawing them into his life just as he does with you. As long as you react to it, it is still controlling you.” After a few moments Marvin let out a...