don’t want him using my life as a football that other people can kick around.” “He’s not like that. I know it feels as if you’ve lost everything you value the most, and in many ways you have. Don’t think he’s orchestrated these events for some higher purpose. You’ve been asking to know him as he really is and that will always bring consequences. It is always easier to play the culture’s game, even its religious game, than to discover who God really is and how he wants to walk with you.”
