“I hate that I went out with someone else, but I needed to do it. I’ve thought about kissing you for goddamn days, and I can’t get you out of my head. I think about you when I go to sleep and when I wake up in the morning. I needed to know my feelings toward you weren’t just because I haven’t been with anyone in a while. I had to figure out if this was deeper than surface-level attraction or because you’re a beautiful woman. And it is. The date was only fine because I knew within two seconds I wasn’t interested. She didn’t make me laugh like you do. She didn’t smile at me like you do. When I
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