And since our life is a gift of grace and a witness to the goodness of life, and therefore the goodness of the Creator, ending our life must never be a possibility, no matter how strongly we subjectively feel dread, alienation, or fear. We have an obligation to live in the truth, not that our actions redeem us or our neighbor. We act out of gratitude for the sacrifice Christ made for us. And this gratitude will sometimes be felt in your bones and sometimes not be felt at all. But you can still choose to act on that gratitude, embracing the gracious gift of life.