In such times of crisis, when you are suicidal or so crippled by your mental illness that you cannot act, you will need to lay down nearly all of your obligations in order to get the help you need. But even then, laying down your day-to-day obligations is actually a greater way to love God and your neighbor, because it allows you the rest you need to carry on. So never, ever feel guilty for seeking help. If your existence is a good creation of a loving God, then you honor God by caring for that creation.