There are times when the worst thing a friend can be is right. This is about my trauma and anxiety, because I have suddenly remembered the date. And I’m suddenly thinking about the photo. There’s more than one, I know that. They are still the first things that come up if you google “Simon O’Keeffe.” But there’s this one. When they finally kicked the door in and shouted at everyone to raise their hands. The police body cam captured the exact second I saw everything, the exact second that they shouted, Raise your hands, and I did, but it was only me.
