She’s only like this with Henry, not even Beej. Must drive him mad, I reckon, that she’s like this with his brother but not with him. Sad, but I think she thinks it was her fault, something wrong with her or some way she fucked up that cracked opened the door for BJ to cheat on her—and I think she thinks that she has to be perfect around Beej, completely put together all the time, totally in control, and maybe if she can do that then maybe they’ll work out eventually, but they won’t because she’s not the fuck-up in their scenario. I don’t think she knows that about herself.
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