My issue is, I’m about to burn out, and I haven’t even started. Baseball hasn’t been fun for me in a long time, and because I never wanted to be an engineer, I watch the hours pass by on the clock every day at work and feel like I’m trading my soul for the security of a 401k. I feel like I’ve just been surviving, and now, it’s not enough. I need to feel alive. Fuck, I wish I could just feel something, because I’m tired of roaming. I wish I could figure out who I am, but I lost that privilege, and now I live for others.
