A few months after her death, I was suddenly so worried Frances’s perfume would get discontinued that I went to a shop and bought twenty bottles of the stuff. I started spraying it around my flat onto the soft furnishings – but I did it so much I couldn’t really smell the perfume anymore. When I realised, I had a complete meltdown and tried to donate all my furniture to the British Heart Foundation in the hope I could replace it all and get the smell back.
