she’s going to turn me soft and fucking ruin me. I can’t stop myself. I love her. I fucking love her. I’ve lived my whole life being the hardest, toughest, most reliable, dependable motherfucker in every room I’ve ever walked into, and she reduces me to a mewling little boy suckling at her teat. I should hate it; hate her for making me so weak. But I just can’t bring myself to detach. Nobody has ever made me feel so… safe.
