When you’re scared of something for so long, it has a way, as Frank said, of becoming part of your blueprint. You tell yourself it’s just not for you—that you don’t make the rules, and all those things everyone else seems to get, just aren’t open to you, aren’t available. But they are. Anything is, as Sam has made me see, as I have made me see. And who says you can’t draw another blueprint? Rub parts out over time, replace the lines and paths the more you tread them.
