For the Fans

by Nyla K.

“Whether or not we’re faking this for the money, you can’t deny that you got off, Kyran,” he mumbles. “I was there. I saw it.” “That doesn’t mean anything…”

Ultimately, that’s what life is. Living until you die.

I think at this point, it’s safe to say that I’m fully bisexual… Because in all honesty, I did not hate having a dick in my mouth. Didn’t hate it one bit.

I wasn’t born yesterday. Kyran obviously enjoyed himself during both of our collaborations. Those two instances are the only times I can think of when I’ve gotten even the slightest glimpse into who he really is…

I can’t very well tell her that I’m slowly turning into a gay pornstar, and that my tuition money is coming from videos of me sucking orgasms out of her husband’s son.

“Don’t say don’t when you really mean do

Fuck… his tongue. I really like his tongue in my mouth… This is so bad.

“Use your big, sexy body to block the door.” “Shut up,” he growls. “This changes nothing. I still hate you…” “Mhm.”

“Fuck, I’m gonna come in my pants for you, Ky…”

We made out and dry-humped each other silly, that’s what happened.

“We should fuck sometime.”

“I don’t want to—”

“We both know you do.”

Fuck this. It’s fucking hopeless. I’m broken. Damaged. He fucking ruined me.

“I want to kill you,”

“I want to destroy you like you destroyed me.”

“How did I destroy you??”

“With your stupid fucking ideas,”

“Your bullshit plans and your asinine fucking rationales. You got me into this… You and your fucking mouth

“You fucked me up…” I whisper. “I couldn’t get hard.” “Huh?” “When I was hooking up with Lexi… I couldn’t even get hard. Because your dumb fucking words poisoned my brain.”

“I mean…” His voice creeps out in a hesitant rumble, “You’re hard right now…”

“Why am I hard now…? It’s so fucking stupid. My dick is broken.”

“You broke my dick.” I glare at him.

“I think you might love me fucking you… in the ass.”

“Neither of us have ever done any butt stuff before…” He cocks an eyebrow at me. “Right?”

“No. Definitely not.”

“So if either one of us is going to get fucked in the ass, we’ll need to prepare for it.”

“Let me ask you something… Do you like the idea of pushing your cock inside me?”

“Yea, now you know how I feel.” Avi grins, eyes falling to my cock. “I guess he’s not such a moron after all, huh?”

“I’m not so sure about that,”

“At least he isn’t afraid to admit what h...

“Like I said, we’ll need to get primed up to take a dick. So I figure the best way to decide who’s going to bottom is to see which one of us enjoys it more. The priming.”

“Okay, good. I’ll finger you while you finger me. First one to get off bottoms.”

“Well, then…” His eyes spring back up to mine, and I didn’t think it was possible, but my cheeks flush ever harder. “Looks like we found our bottom.”

“You don’t go down without a fight… Trust me, I know.” I smirk even though he can’t see it.

No one knows… He’s mine, and no one knows it.

“Do you want me to stop?” My fingers brush along his erection, and he whimpers. “Or are you just pretending again?”

“I don’t want to stop…”

He whispers, “I want to feel you—it.” He corrects himself quickly, then clears his throat, his whispers taking on a nervous shake. “Just… fuck me, Avi. I want you to… fuck me.” That’s what I wanted to hear.

“That was the best sex of my life,”

“Yea, I’m fucking peachy. I just had secret gay sex with my stepbrother. I’m living the dream.”

“Kyran… It’s okay to be bi, you know…”

me. “I’m not bi, I’m broke. And the sooner you get that through your head, the better off we’ll all be.”

“The Kyran signature scowl mixed with your fuck-me eyes.”

“But I need to tell you something…”

“Tell me then,” I mumble. “I wanna eat your ass, baby,”

“I’ve been thinking about it since the last time… I wanna lick you until you’re crying for me, and then I wanna stuff my cock deep inside you.” “Ffuck

“If I could fly there right now just to fuck you, I would,”

Kyran gasps, and I peek up to find him gazing down at me. “Avi… I’m sorry.”

“I’m just… I’m so fucking confused…”