It was so cruel, how her life had plummeted that day because of me, and I hadn’t even noticed. And my life had shifted, too, but it was because I lost her. I lost her by my own fucking hand. Thinking of how my team had treated her after, how I had been so broken I hadn’t even noticed… And even if I did back then, I didn’t care. I couldn’t care about anything or anyone other than the girl online who’d left me like a ghost in the night. It was all so gut-wrenching, it made it hard to think straight.
