Which I guess is why it was such a relief when I met Jack. I love Jack, but I don’t need to be touching him all the time. There isn’t this feeling of holding on so tightly because I might fall into the abyss if I let go. There has never been a moment where I felt like he was a part of me; he is just right next to me, a partner. Love like this is so much more manageable, so much less terrifying.
