Maestro

by Auden Dar

Two hearts aren’t musicians waiting for the conductor to direct. Two souls in love don’t cease to love with the wave of a baton.

The boy whose soft lips were the first to take mine. The boy I gave all my firsts to.

The boy who not only captured my heart but also became a master at breaking it.

I deserve him. We deserve the perfect ending to our symphony.

Never shall I forget the days I spent with you. Continue to be my friend, as you will always find me yours. - Ludwig van Beethoven

“It was the day I learned the beauty in feeling pain.

Pride can’t comfort the lonely child in the other room, praying for her mother’s heart to heal, waiting for her mom to finally move on.

“I always wanted a muse.” He unlocks a soft smile. “I found her in you.”

I would rather be a ghost drifting by your side as a condemned soul than enter heaven without you… Because of your love, I will never be a lonely spirit.

Forever Friend. That’s what I am to him, when I long to be so much more.

Every piece I play, I want to play with you. Every book I read, I want to read with you.”

Every kiss becomes a note added to a composition. Every touch and caress, every sigh and moan and whispered word, creating a sonata. Then a concerto. Then a symphony.

I carry a deep sadness of the heart which must now and then break out in sound. -Franz Liszt

“We meet the most important people in our lives when we don’t even know how much we need them.”

“Yes, I broke your heart. But you broke all of me.

“I’m the boy who fell in love with you at thirteen, loves you at thirty-three, and who will love you until his last dying breath.”

“My greatest performance was hiding a broken heart.”

It’s your smile I see every time I close my eyes. I hear your laughter in every melody played.”

“You’re as essential as the air I breathe, the water I drink, the music I play. Without you, I’m barely breathing. Barely existing. I refuse to be without you.”

“You own the pocket of all my firsts. But I couldn’t share my first loss with you.”