Sadly, the person I want to date is unavailable, at least outside of dating and sexual lessons. I’m not sure I can have any more of those without getting my heart completely torn to shreds. I have to figure out how to go back to where we were before. Before I knew what it felt like to kiss Zane. Touch him. Before I knew what it was like for him to put his hands and mouth all over me and make me feel like I've never felt before. Like, like my mind was silent and all I could feel was him and the pleasure he was pulling from my body. It was peaceful. But exhilarating.
