“I imagined you taking me in just about every position possible. I imagined your weight settling on me, your hips between mine. I imagined your evil-boy body fucking mine over and over and over again. I imagined it sweet and nice, I imagined it rough and kinky. I imagined you when I was alone…and when I was with other men—I even called out your name once. I imagined it all, and it still didn’t hold a flame against the reality of you.”