My alarm doesn’t even need to go off because I am already awake, shaking with excitement. Today is the day I make her mine. I have been practicing in my head all night. I know the plan and can recite it word for word. Throwing myself out of bed I go into the bathroom, I want to shower and be fresh before I see her. The hot water flows down my body as my thoughts are going a mile a minute. The mental checklist being checked off as I lather the soap over my body. For a moment I wish my mom was still around, I wish I hadn’t done what I’d done. She would still be here and I would be able to laugh
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That's all well and good my dear, but just HOW are planning for this to go down? I need an explanation, quickly
