I close my eyes to focus on my breathing, slowing my heart rate, and convincing my muscles to relax. Behind my eyes is Jeremy dropping to his knees and swallowing my cock in an instant. His hollowed cheeks as he choked, his unmatching eyes locked on mine while he lets me use his mouth. “Why are we here, Charles?” My father's matter of fact voice interrupts my daydream, the only coping skill I have left, the way he always does.
