“Change your fucking clothes.” My body shakes with the nerves trying so hard to consume me. It would be so easy to fall headfirst into the fear and anxiety of this fucking dinner. I don’t know what to expect and that’s terrifying. I squeeze my eyes shut until little speckles of light dance behind my eyelids. “Please.” “Tell me why.” The stubbornness from just a few minutes ago is gone. My eyes open to find Jeremy watching me, the unevenness of his irises is impossible to look away from. So fucking different than anyone else I’ve ever met. “Why does it matter so much to you?” I rest my forehead
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