Jeremy calling me, trying to stop me from leaving, almost broke me. He shouldn’t care about me. I’ve given him no reason to. But I need it. For once, someone cares about more than just what I can do on the ice. I don’t know what to do with it. With Jeremy. How do I let him in when I’ve never let anyone in? It scares me more than anything my father threatens. Is it selfish to want it anyway?
