If Sammy could have this with Emerson, why couldn’t I with Jasper? Because Jasper doesn’t feel the same. Because he would never let himself even if he did. But seeing it made the need inside me grow. I really was bisexual, and I was so fucking in love with Jasper that it hurt…that it was killing me, and if I didn’t find a way to make this go away, I wouldn’t ever recover.
