I said, “I didn’t understand how I felt, wouldn’t let myself acknowledge what I was feelin’ all these years. Then Sutt started pullin’ away, and it felt like he was rippin’ my heart out over and over again. I wouldn’t let myself put it together, I reckon out of fear of what it meant for myself, or who I always thought I was. Then he told me he loved me, and my whole fuckin’ world suddenly made sense.”
