to understand, for me to make it better. I threw my hands up. “Then tell me how to fuckin’ fix it! I told you I’d do whatever it takes. Don’t care what it is. I just can’t lose you.” If Sutton left, my whole life would be derailed. I wasn’t sure I’d still be tethered to the earth, just wandering and trying to find the place I belonged, when I already knew it was with him.