Most days, I couldn’t believe that was the decision I had made, but I stood by it being the best decision for me. This was my life, my heart I was breaking, and the love of my life I was potentially losing forever. My mother told me straight up that it didn’t make any sense and that I was going to regret this. But listening to Vivian never got me far anyway. I loved her to death, but we were never on the same page. And I had finally accepted my truth. No matter how much someone loved me or how happy someone loving me made me, if I didn’t know how to make myself happy, I wasn’t being my best
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