My mind is restless. I’ve been dozing on and off, but haven’t slept more than an hour at a time. It’s not uncommon for me to be up and down throughout the night. Sometimes, I spend hours in the gym trying to tire myself out, eager for the inevitable crash. I’ve been so wrapped up in Saylor, worried about how she’s doing and what she needs, that I haven’t really had the time, nor brain power, to obsess over Elira the way I usually do.
