I’m telling you this not because I expect it to change anything, or because I think it casts me in a better light. It’s honesty for honesty’s sake. I asked myself why I didn’t tell you. You know, the reason behind the reasons I’d told myself at the time. I don’t think I really, deep down, thought you’d ditch me as a friend. You were right to call bullshit on that. It’s not in your nature. It was because I didn’t trust my motives.”
