How will you / have you prepare(d) for your death? I walk home calmly. I kiss him. I kiss him. I forget to tell him about the truck. Or: I don’t tell him because he’s told me how often he thinks about death, his & mine, & I don’t want to scare him, don’t want him thinking & thinking about what could’ve happened that night, what could happen tonight. How do you tell someone you love them without making them think about one day losing you? I kiss him. In the moment, I don’t think about why I’m not telling him.
