Yeah, I’m leaning into my self-pity. I’m ‘whining’… whatever. People can be sad once in a fucking while. I’m sick of always having to keep my shit together. Why is it that the only accepted form of emotional expression is snarky anger? Be tough. Be strong. And be an asshole. No. Sometimes we just need to grieve. Say how we feel. Sometimes, we need to call out how fucked life can be. If we don’t acknowledge what’s wrong, what makes us depressed, then we rarely make the changes we need to get out of it. Besides, it’s justified for me to have a fucking breakdown after all that’s happened. Even
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