Seeing her take care of her girls? Watching her light up at one of Sunderland's cheesy jokes? Knowing she trusts Kills despite his massive size? Or the way she gives Jasper the benefit of the doubt when so many of us have warned her away? All of it draws me to her and makes me yearn for her in a way I can't explain. My dads used to tell me and my brothers that you'll know you've found the one when their happiness becomes more important than your own.

