Not Many Options

by Jillian West

I am not in fact gay. I was, however, raised in a house full of flamingly gay men. I have six dads in total, but their gay never quite rubbed off on me the way the dicks at boarding school swore it would. Despite the constant tormenting and how they swore otherwise, my sexual orientation wasn't influenced by my upbringing. Kids can be righteous assholes.

"I don't. I mean yes, in a perfect world absolutely. But no, I won't put myself out there to be torn apart by a world of social media bullies who judge and pick sides with no idea about the truth of something. I'll be vilified. Women who come forward are not treated kindly Jasper. He made it clear he'd make me out to seem like an unfit mother and take them away if I ever caused him trouble. They'll use my mother as proof I'm just like her and…" My voice breaks.