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August 19 - August 21, 2023
Look, he’d only refused out of habit. If Luo Binghe had just pestered him a little more, he would have agreed! Who could have guessed that after a mere wave of his hand, Luo Binghe would rush out the door to go find a corner to sulkily grow mushrooms in…?
All were forbidden from entering the inner hall, except for Luo Binghe. Needless to say, “all” didn’t include Shen Qingqiu.
“Mm?” Shen Qingqiu cocked his head. Both his tone and expression brimmed with one hundred and twenty percent warm indulgence—a promise to grant whatever request Luo Binghe might have.
Shen Qingqiu’s long hair lay draped over his arm and between his fingers. Luo Binghe took hold of one of those black locks, his grip slowly clenching, and soundlessly mouthed a name over and over again. Shen Qingqiu. Shen Qingqiu. A dark and sinister curve tugged his lips upward. The silent smile on “Luo Binghe’s” face grew wider and wider. As if he’d discovered some amusing plaything, his eyes began to shine with an excitement, one that seemed to hold the slightest hint of cruelty.
Like fuck you do!
Luo Binghe’s fingers trailed down his side, occasionally squeezing and kneading. Hand. Hand. Thank you—hand! Your hand!
Shen Qingqiu looked at Luo Binghe’s face, at its brimming urgency as he clung to him, unwilling to let go, and felt deeply relieved. Now this was how Luo Binghe should be.
And yet the, “Come with me,” that left his mouth in that instant was involuntary, and it was addressed to Shen Qingqiu.
Shen Qingqiu lay on his back facing the sky. Luo Binghe’s weight was on top of him; like a puppy, he licked and kissed down the line of his throat.
Fuck. The size! “Absolutely not!” Shen Qingqiu said resolutely. Those words struck Luo Binghe like lightning. “Shizun, you promised…” What he meant by “absolutely not” was: We can’t just go to town like this—I’ll die!
“I’ll pull out,” Luo Binghe said sadly. Fuck! Don’t joke around—if we leave things like this, we’ll both end up with psychological trauma! What if we get ED?!
But Luo Binghe suddenly murmured by his ear, “Shizun, I couldn’t find you on the other side.” His voice was trembling slightly. Shen Qingqiu dragged himself back to attention. “The ‘me’ over there had so many people at his side, but he didn’t have you. Shizun, I searched for a long time, but I still couldn’t find you. The reason ‘I’ became like that…was it because ‘I’ didn’t have you?” A pause. “I…I don’t want to become like that.” Shen Qingqiu took a deep breath and pulled Luo Binghe’s head toward his chest, where he stroked it. “Don’t worry. You won’t become like him.”

