Nanny for the Neighbors

by Lily Gold

A memory of him flipping me upside down and wrapping my legs around his head flashes before my eyes.

My bum barely touches the floor before Seb reaches over and pulls me right into his lap, pressing a hard kiss to my mouth. When we finally gasp apart, my whole body is hot again. “What was that for?” He tugs the hem of the oversized men’s shirt Jack gave me, then kisses my neck, trailing his warm lips down my spine. Jack grins. “He has a thing for girls wearing his clothes.”

B: BETH CALL ME BACK B: ANSWER YOUR PHONE B: I DONT CARE IF YOURE SLEEPING OR CHANGING A NAPPY OR YOUVE GOT A DIFFERENT MAN IN EVERY ORIFICE OF YOUR BODY B: THIS IS IMPORTANT FFS

“Seb got you a present earlier. Maybe that will cheer you up.” I glance at Seb. “You did?” He nods. I watch as he pulls a scrap of crumpled fabric out of his pocket and offers it to me. It takes me a second to realise what it is. A silky black blindfold edged in soft lace.

“Last time you came to visit me in the club, I blindfolded you with my tie during the dance.” He pauses. “You seemed to like it.” Like it? I got so wet I almost slipped right off the damn chair.

We repeat the cycle over and over, kissing her and playing with her until she’s right on the edge of climax, and then swapping places, ignoring Beth’s disappointed little cries. By the time half an hour has passed, we’re all rock-hard and leaking, and Beth is losing her mind.

“Please, oh God, I’m not kidding, I need—” She trails off, dropping her hand between her legs, desperate to touch herself. Cyrus grabs both of her wrists and pulls them behind her back as he kisses her fiercely.

Seb gives me a harsh look from his spot on the floor, urging me to get on with it, but I can’t fight the urge to drop to my knees and have a taste, slipping my tongue through her slick folds. She gasps, more wetness pooling against my lips as I drink from her, and I have to close my eyes. I want to stay down here forever, teasing

I’ll never get why more people don’t do this. It’s like sleeping with a girl, and watching her star in a porno at the same time. It’s a goddamn dream.

I fuck her so hard our bodies jolt with every pump, drilling deep into her hot depths. She meets me thrust for thrust, grinding her hips up into me desperately, fluttering and clutching around me.

I wriggle as Cyrus rolls closer and sucks my nipple into his mouth. “Jesus, Cy—” “Don’t mind me,” he mumbles sleepily, laving me with his tongue. “Just suckin’ a tit.”

“I don’t think she should come, either,” Jack says quietly. “She’ll just be a distraction.”

Jack pauses. “I don’t want her there.”

I don’t want her there.

A light flicks on in the hallway, and I hear footsteps behind me. Two strong arms wind around my waist, and I’m pulled into a hard, muscled chest. “Come to bed?” Jack murmurs in my ear,

“We’ll be fine,” he says firmly. “We’ve got this. There’s three of us. We can handle one baby.” “Yeah, we’ll call you when everything inevitably goes to shit,” Cyrus drawls, leaning against the wall and opening his arms. “C’mere, Bethie.”

“She misses Beth,” Cyrus finishes. “Look, ladybug. I miss her, too. But I’m not deafening innocent bystanders. I keep all my crying on the inside. You’ll learn to do that when you’re older.”

“We have to change her in that broom closet?” Jack asks, sounding horrified. “How is that even possible?” “What if there’s turbulence?” I mutter, clutching Cami closer. She presses her face into my neck, wetting my collar with tears. “What if I drop her?” There’s a long pause. Cyrus slumps back in his seat. “I miss Beth,” he mutters.

the truth of the matter is, it’s impractical to place females in high-ranking positions.” Sebastian coughs. Cami frowns. She’s either outraged by the injustice, or about to poop.

I get that you don’t want me anymore, but you’ve just taken away my ability to have kids, for God’s sake. You’ve taken away any chance of me ever having a family. Why?” She looks me dead in the eye. Her face is very pale. “Because I forgot.”

“Look,” I say, turning to Seb, “I know that you think no woman would ever love you, because you’re the Incredible Hulk, or whatever”—I jab my thumb at Jack,—“and you think your app is the most important thing about you. But can you please get over your stupid issues and actually think for a second? That girl practically climbed into the taxi when we left for the airport. She likes us. She cares about us. She wouldn’t do this

“I’m not good enough for her,” he says quietly. I’m not sure if he’s talking about Beth or Cami.

She’s either been sick or crying. The clutter wouldn’t worry me so much if she was a messy person; but this is the girl who organised all of Cami’s clothes in rainbow order, and filled our freezer with carefully labelled pots of homemade baby food.

Pain echoes through me. I love nannying, but I just don’t know if I’ll be able to do it anymore. It’ll probably slowly kill me inside, looking after all of those children, but only ever being an employee to them.

“I tried. I called so many times, and you were always busy. And…” I lick my lips. “It’s hard for me. To keep calling. I’ve done it before. Hundreds of times, when I was a kid. I hung on to foster parents like a starving dog begging for treats. Now that I’m older, I know what it means. I’ve been rejected by everyone that I ever wanted to love me.” I look up at Sebastian, tears streaming down my face. “So, I’m sorry I didn’t call. I’m sorry I thought about moving. I didn’t know what else to do.” Sebastian’s silent for a moment, his eyes tight. Very slowly, he hands Cami to Jack, then turns back to me. “You,” he says quietly, “are so ridiculous.”

“You’re ridiculous,” he insists, dropping to his knees in front of the sofa and reaching for me. His lips crush against mine, and I gasp as he kisses me hard, his hands coming to thread in my greasy, gross hair. It’s a desperate kiss, full of pain and longing and fear. I quiver underneath him.

“We love you,” he says, pulling back to look me in the eyes. “I love you. We’re not going anywhere without you.”

“We’re not going anywhere without you. As long as you want us, you’re part of this family.” He kisses me again. “We love you,” he repeats fiercely.

“I can’t believe you were scared to tell us,” Cyrus whispers. I look up at him. His brown eyes are shiny. I cup his cheek. “Jesus. No. Don’t cry.” “You were hurting so much. All alone.” He grabs my hand, squeezing. “Baby. None of us want to leave you. I can’t even imagine a life without you.”

Jack shifts, passing Cami to me. “Please don’t leave us,” he says quietly. “We ne...

“We love you too, Bethie,” Cy whispers, kissing frantically down the crook of my neck. “We love you. Love you, love you, love you.”

“Please don’t move to Bristol. We’ll miss you so much we’ll have to follow you. I don’t wanna live in Bristol.”

Seb gives me one last kiss, his lips lingering on mine. “You’re our family now,” he murmurs, and my heart just ab...

I feel like a wilting plant that’s being watered for the first time in weeks.

We have a kid now. A girlfriend. Do you want to be working overtime every evening, waking up in the middle of the night to check your email, and completely ignoring your own family?

“I’m not upset about Hamish Cavendish. I’m upset at myself.” “What? Why?” He sighs. “This is my fault. I didn’t answer your texts. I pushed you away for weeks up until the launch. I argued against you coming to America. I extended our trip out there. No wonder you thought we’d abandoned you. I did abandon you.”

The three men all laugh, continuing to work up and down my body. Soon, I’m just a Beth-shaped blob of jelly, lying floppy and boneless between them.

“You want that, sweetheart? You want us inside you? All three of us?”

“I want there to be nothing in between us,” I whisper. “I want you to take… all of me.” “All of you?” Jack rasps. “You mean...?” I nod slowly. “Whenever I looked up foursomes online, they always involved anal. I want to try that. I want all of you inside me.”

Jack nods. “We can do that,” he says, his voice higher than usual. Cyrus leans forward and presses his lips to mine gently. “It would be our honour to take your arse,”

“I want to be close to you. I want to feel you all.” I think I need it. I’ve felt so alone for so long. I need to feel them all around me, their bodies pressing into mine. I need to feel them inside me. Sebastian nods and stands, taking my hand. “Come on, then,” he says quietly. “Come see how much we missed you.”

“Christ, honey,” he murmurs, and I squirm as he strokes a finger delicately through my hot folds. “You’re soaked.” He lifts his hand to his mouth and sucks it clean. His eyes fall half-shut. “God, I’ve missed you,” he tells my crotch. I snort. “Are you talking to me or my vagina?” He blinks innocently. “Both, baby!”

“You?” My insides cramp with desire, even as nerves flood through me. All of the men are big, but Jack is on another level. Not just long, but thick. I don’t think I can handle him. “You don’t want me?” he murmurs, pressing a kiss to my bare back. “Yeah,” I blurt out, “but it’ll be like having a can of Monster shoved up my butt.” Cyrus practically falls off the bed laughing. Even Sebastian breaks into a grin.

“You want me?” he asks quietly. I nod and wrap my arms around his neck, sliding into his lap. Our chests crush together. I can feel his heart hammering.

“I love you,” I whisper, and get a chorus of I love you’s in response. A tear rolls down my cheek and melts into the sheets. Seb notices and tucks his face into the crook of my neck, still thrusting his hips up into me.

I honestly don’t see how he’s going to fit, but he pushes forward steadily, massaging into me. At the same time, Seb slips a hand between my legs, tickling his fingers over my wet, throbbing bud. I shout, bucking and squirming on top of him, and he grins, grinding his hips up into mine.

Sebastian lying underneath me, stroking between my legs as he fucks me, and Cyrus kneeling at my side, nibbling and licking at my tits. I’m so turned on, I barely notice as Jack adds a third finger, scissoring them inside of me, stretching out my asshole. It doesn’t hurt at all; just adds to the cacophony of pleasure whirling inside me.

“Baby,” Cyrus coos, sounding absolutely delighted. “You like this.” I glare at him as I come back down. All of my insides are tingling. I already want more. “Move,” I order. Jack and Seb share one last amused look, then resume their slow thrusts.

My mouth falls open as pleasure reverberates through my body, and Cy takes advantage of this to push between my open lips. He tastes divine; musky and salty and male. I lunge forward, shoving him so deep that my eyes water. He notices and tries to pull away, but I make a disapproving noise. I don’t mind it. I like it. He could fuck me hoarse for all I care. I want all of my men inside me, as deep as they can get.

I reach up to caress his balls, and take him in deep, swallowing down everything he has to give me. Well, I try to, anyway. It’s a hell of a lot more come than I’m used to. After a few seconds, I start to choke. He pulls out, letting the rest of his release splash over my neck and back, glazing my shivering body.