Jameson’s face is flat and uninterested and I really want to laugh out loud, but I won’t. I tap him on the leg. “Close your eyes,” I mouth. “Fuck off,” he mouths back. I close my eyes and try to follow Chakrii’s breathing pattern and after a while I open one eye to see what Jameson is doing. He’s staring at me deadpan. “What are you doing?” I whisper. “Judging you.” I get the giggles and close my eyes.
