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“Oh, you look like a hot dentist.” I smile excitedly. “It’s ironic that you say that.” He looks down at himself, unimpressed. “I’m currently imagining pulling your teeth out, one by one.”
“That there is no easy way, you have to push through the barriers that your thoughts have created for you.” He smiles wistfully. “To be able to control your mind is the greatest strength that one can have.” Isn’t that the truth.
Jameson said something tonight that struck home with me. This is Jameson Miles’ son, he has his nature, of course he’s going to be difficult. And somehow, that makes me love my baby all the more, suddenly I know it’s all going to be okay. If there’s anyone that can handle a strong-willed Miles man. It’s me.
“Are you having an affair with a snake?” I ask. “What?” Her eyes open in surprise. “The singlets you bought are not human, they’re for a baby snake.” She bursts out laughing. “They are long so you can tuck them in, you idiot.” “Oh.” I smirk. “That makes more sense.” “What are you doing?” Patrick calls. “Muffy, no.” “What’s happening in there?” I yell. “Muff is sitting in the nappy bag.” I fly out of bed like a maniac. “If that cat pisses in the nappy bag it is genuinely meeting its maker.”
“I thought Brad should be here to do this with you,” Elliot says softly. “With us.” My heart free-falls from my chest. Just when you think you couldn’t love someone any more than you do. I screw up my face in tears, Elliot is sharing his honeymoon with my brother so that we can take our parents’ dream trip together. My heart swells in my chest, this is the most beautiful, thoughtful gift of love that anyone could ever give me.
And it’s fucking hard. Infertility doesn’t discriminate, no matter how in love you are, how much of a great parent you’d make, what you earn or where you live. It hits you like a truck, steals your heart and makes you feel like a failure.
YES. No one wants to talk about this, and this is not something that people are sensitive enough to. People who say, 'when are you going to have a baby?' 'when is it your turn?' FUCK THEM...they don't know...it is hard...and not everyone is always that "lucky".... 💔💔💔

