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“Damn, I look good.” Carter pivots, watching himself in the mirror. He tugs on the lapels of his tailored suit jacket. “I’d fuck me.” He hands his phone to Emmett before he presses his palm to the floor-length mirror, sticks his butt out, and looks back at us over his shoulder. “Take a picture. Gonna send it to Ollie. Let her know what she’s in store for tonight.” Emmett shoves a stool toward Carter. “Hike your leg up.” His head bobs as he snaps pictures. “Yeah, that’s good. Ollie’ll like that.”
I cant fucking stand him lmfaoooo
“Fuck, I love when you’re wrong.” My mouth covers hers, coaxing it open, and her tongue meets mine for a slow, sweeping kiss. “You’re my sunshine.”
He chomps away, mumbling, “Need welation-sip a-bice?” “Relationship advice? From you? Absolutely not.” “Why not? I’m great at relationships.” I snort a laugh. “You’ve been in one.” “Yeah, and I’m married to her, ’cause I fucking nailed it the first time around.”
Lmfaoooooo
And fucking vanilla, Jennie? Jesus Christ, you’re red fucking velvet.”
RED VELVET?!?! THAT IS THE BEST RESPONSE EVER AJDJDJSKSK
I’m out of my seat before I realize my feet are moving, and I step in front of Jennie, shoving Kevin backward. “Don’t fucking touch her,” I growl as Jennie’s hand slips up the back of my hoodie, gripping a fistful of my shirt, tugging me closer. “Don’t fucking talk to her. Don’t even fucking look at her.”
LFG GARRETT PROTECT UR GIRL
“Today I used one of your dildos to fix a dent you put in your brother’s car, then watched you moan over every single bite of your dinner and lick your fingers clean. Being with you is like watching my favorite TV show. I’m always on the edge of my seat, waiting to see what comes next.” She beams. “I’m your favorite?” “My fucking favorite.” “Can you show me?”
FUCKKKKKKK
“Hi, princess!” he shouts from behind the glass. “Miss you!” He skates away with a wink, and Olivia’s entire face lights, body humming happily.
My favorite hockey player EVER
Hot breath kisses my neck, a shiver of anticipation dancing down my spine. “You’re about to be next, somewhere a fuckload more private, and with my handprint tattooed on your ass. So if I were you, I’d quit laughing.”
OOP
“I’m gonna take you home and fuck your soaking wet pussy with Indiana Bones. Then I’m gonna lick you clean and make you come all over again, this time on my tongue.”
EXCUSME ME SIR
“Good call on the tears.” I bump my fist off his. “Gets ’em every time.”
NOT THE FAKE ASS TEARS
“I’ll do whatever the fuck you want me to do, Jennie.”
“Are you gonna—you’re not gonna—right there? Oh my—I-I-I-I—I think I’m broken. Short-circuiting. Put me in rice. Is it a good time or a bad time to tell you I love you?” He laughs anxiously. “Holy-fuck-shit I think I really love you right now.”
WHY IS HE THE CUTEST THING EVERRRRRR
“The day we fuck is going to be like lightning, Jennie. I’m gonna light up your entire sky, the same way you do mine.”
“That’s a good fucking girl,”
Gulp.
“I can’t wait to see how perfectly you fit my cock. Can’t wait to see your beautiful face the first time I come inside you.”
“Olivia can say anything she wants! She’s growing my baby and sucking my dick!”
She’s the only person I want to spend my one night home with,
“I keep feminine products here for you.”
As he should!!!!
Her fist connects with his nose with a crack that echoes in the chilled air, along with the collective gasp from onlookers passing by.
LETS GO EMILYYYYYYYYY
“I’m the motherfucking friend.”
Stop i love her already
I pull up the search bar and type in the words I’m looking for. When I find an appropriate picture, I forward it to Jennie with the words after I’m done with it. Her response comes exactly four seconds later. Sunshine: Did you seriously send me a picture of a wrecked car?
LMFAOOOO
“Yes, Dad,” I grumble. His mouth quirks. “Make me proud, son.”
Lol
My eyes fall to the tall object sitting on the floor between him and Olivia, and I bury my face in my hand. “Does he have a fucking tripod stand and a video recorder? Does he not know cellphones come equipped with video function now?” Adam chuckles. “He’s a proud brother.” Proud he is. He spends the entire show half-assed clapping at the end of each performance before he examines the program and announces how many songs there are until Jennie’s. It’s the very last song, so by the time we get there and Carter leans forward and opens his big mouth, our entire row and the one behind us all drone
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LMFAOOO CARTER
“I’m so fucking tired of pretending I’m not in love with you.”
YES YES YES
“I took Susie outside, told her I was in love with the brunette who fell off her chair and whacked her head, but that I hadn’t even told her yet because I’m a dipshit. Then I said you’d call me a twat-waffle, not a dipshit.” Broad fingertips sweep over my cheekbone, brushing away wisps of hair. “There’s nobody else, Jennie. There never has been and never will be.”
Bitch im crying
“Got ’em locked up here in my Jennie bank.” “Jennie bank?” “Like spank bank, except all things Jennie.”
<3
“Uh, I dunno. I was going through all of them on the plane ride home today. It was six hours long, and I ran out of time.”
“You’re my best friend, Jennie, but I don’t want to be just friends anymore. I don’t want some of the benefits, I want all of them. I want all of you.”
I pull the necklace from the box, turning the small flower between my fingers until I find the seam and coax it open. You are my sunshine is etched into one side, making me smile, but it’s the other side that brings out my gasp, has my heart leaping to my throat. Because my dad’s face and mine smile up at me.
“I’d do anything for you, Jennie.” “’Cause I’m your sunshine?” He nods. “The brightest.” “And you love me?” “I do. Wild, huh?”
“Dreamt about my name on your lips for so long before you finally said it. Dreamt about the way you’d feel below me, the way you’d taste … but I never could’ve dreamed I’d find my best friend. That in finding you, I’d find more of myself.”
No, he’s got his face pressed to Olivia’s belly, his hands cupped around his mouth as he makes these weird, deep, staticky breathing noises. “What the fuck are you doing, dude?” Jaxon finally asks. “Luke,” Carter speaks into Olivia’s stomach. Two more raspy noises. “I am your father.”
This mf
“I want you to strip me down, render me powerless, and fuck me so hard, until I can’t walk and the shape of your cock is imprinted inside me.”
Girl same
If this were my last night on earth, I’d happily spend it buried between her thighs, devouring every last bit of her. She’d be my last meal, and I’d die a happy man.
What a man
“I can’t wait until I get to love you out in the open.”
“Six foot four, well over two hundred pounds, crushes people into the boards for a living, and the idea of a seven-pound baby girl terrifies the living hell out of him.”
Bear: U gonna have an attitude later tonight? Me: Already got one, big guy. Bear: Perfect. Feel like pulling ur hair and fucking ur throat.
FUCKKKKKK
Emily: Can you talk your boyfriend into hooking me up with his sexy friends? He didn’t think I was serious, but if I were to get pegged by two guys at a time, I’d at least want to be absolutely wrecked, you know? They looked capable.
LMFAOOOO GIRL PLSSSSSS
“What if I’m not tired?” I press him against the wall. “What if I wanna take you to Pound Town?” He chuckles, hands sliding up the backs of my thighs, squeezing my ass. “If anyone’s taking anyone to Pound Town, it’s me taking you.” “Maybe you can take me first, and I’ll take you second.”
You could take that job in Toronto and I’d still love you, and I’d keep loving you for the rest of my life. Because I love you, Jennie.”
Bear: You can do this. You deserve this. You’ve earned it. If you want it, all you have to do is reach out and take it. I’m proud of you, Jennie, and no matter what, you’ll always be my best friend, and I’ll always be your safe place to land.
What I want is Jennie, any way I can have her. If I have to jizz on my hotel room carpet to her on FaceTime for eight-to-ten months of the year, I’ll do it.
I’m going to love her wherever she is, and I’m going to make sure she feels it.”
If I have to love Jennie from across the country, that’s exactly what I’m going to do. And if distance isn’t going to stop me, Carter Beckett sure as hell isn’t.
“Jennie deserves the world.” “And I want to give her it.”
“Four. She said I didn’t deserve a bed.”
I love you Olivia
“What?” He looks at her. “Oh, human baby? Yeah, this is our first human baby. And our last.” He laughs anxiously. “Just kidding. We’re gonna have three, probably. Maybe five.” Another shrill laugh. “Five human babies.” He runs a shaky palm over his mouth, his skin exceptionally pale. “Hey, you got any buckets around here?” The receptionist’s brows pinch. “Buckets?” Carter points across the room to a trash can, striding toward it. “Oh, that’ll do.” He grips the rim and promptly empties the entire contents of his stomach into the bin.
“It’s a girl,” he sobs, choking on the tears streaming down his face. “I’m fucking terrified!”
“Meet your pseudo-grandpa, sweet Ireland.”
A sound of frustration gurgles in my throat and I toss my head back, ball my fists, and definitely don’t stomp a foot.
