Hopeless

by Colleen Hoover

I become nothing more than a vessel for the tears that won’t stop shedding.

“Lust is the best of all the deadly sins.”

I want to tell you exactly how I feel but there isn’t a single goddamned word in the entire dictionary that can describe this point between liking you and loving you,

because no matter what happens life just keeps going and moving forward and words keep flowing and truths keep spewing whether you like it or

not and life never lets you pause and just catch your fucking breath.

I feel like I’m vulnerable to more tears when he holds me because he feels so comforting.

When you aren’t sure what it is you hate or why you even hate it, it’s hard to hold on to the details… you just hold on to the feelings.

“Sometimes you have to choose between a bunch of wrong choices and no right ones. You just have to choose which wrong choice feels the least wrong.”

Sometimes the simplest questions are the hardest to ask.