Captivated by Danger (The Danger Family, #2)

by Endiya Carter

“Okay, because next time I ain’t nursing you back to health, we will be getting bonds baby. Attempted… what. Capital… who.” I laughed so hard that tears sprang into my eyes. She wanted to get an attempted murder charge on Kyle so bad.

“I… I kinda hate you, Diesel.” He laughed. “Hate me walking over to that bed.”

“I hate you, Diesel,” I sighed. “I know, baby. That pussy doesn’t hate me though.”

It was fucking with me because I hate when I don’t know shit, and can’t find out shit…

You and I can’t have a future together because hurt people, hurt people. You’re hurt. I don’t know why and it’s not my job to figure out. Goodnight, Diesel.”

Shit. Standing up for yourself felt good but hurt at the same damn time.

Getting out of bed, I went to use the bathroom. I started the shower to let it get hot while I brushed my teeth. Even though I was a little fucked up about Greysen, I hadn’t got to the point where I couldn’t wash my ass.

Being the big brother, you don’t ever think that you have to go to your younger siblings with your issues. That’s what I was trying to explain to him in the car, but he wasn’t trying to hear it. He told me that he didn’t give a damn about that and to never suffer in silence.

“A mold kit for your dick.” “And you think I would just let you mold my dick when you can have the real thing whenever you want?” “Absolutely.” “You think you run me, don’t you?” “I know I do.”

I picked her and she wrapped her arms around my neck and her legs around my body. “Wow, I’ll never get over you being able to do that.” “You ain’t fucking with a weak nigga.”

Blue Hydrangeas. Meaning: Apology, regret. Greysen, I’m sorry for every mean, uncalled for thing that I have ever said to you. I regret making you feel anything less than what you are; beautiful, hilarious, SMART, DRIVEN, caring, honest, and open-minded. It is my hope to never ever have to send you this kind of flower again. Yours, Diesel

Black Rose Meaning: Mourning Time away from you was what I needed to start mourning the person I used to be. It’s not an easy process and will still be a challenge at times, because I was who I was for decades. You’re worth it. Every bit of this process.

Red Roses: Meaning: Love & Passion The moment I laid eyes on your pretty ass, I felt something. I didn’t know what it was, still don’t, but I know what I feel now… I love you. I’m in love with you. I want to be with you all the time. You’ve been my first and last thought every day. I want to protect you, take care of you, submit to you, and give you everything that your heart desires. I want to support you in everything you want to do. I want to see your smile every day because not only does it light up a room, but it also puts me in a better mood. I want to hear your jokes, no matter how silly, every day. I want to watch you do yoga in those unitards. This is getting stalkerish. I love you, Greysen McCree. Yours, Diese.

“All I said was that I didn’t need a test because I know that’s my baby. I’ve never been so sure about anything. And honestly, Greysen, the way I feel about you, I wouldn’t care if the baby belonged to someone else. I want the baby’s mama, so the baby would be mine, regardless.”

“You spent a month trying to figure out how to give up being a dominant man?” He nodded slowly. “Diesel, you are a dominant man. With a name like Diesel, you are supposed to be dominant. I would never ask you to give that up or change who you are.

“Sssshh, my love. It’s okay to be scared. What you went through was traumatic. You were very young and barely had any support, but this time it’s going to be different. You are going to get so much R&R that you’re going to be annoyed. You won’t have to lift a finger to do anything. We are just going to focus on your pregnancy, if that’s what you want, of course.” That made me smile a little. “Are you going to be overbearing, Daddy?” “Yes. Very. I won’t lie about that, but not so overbearing that it stresses you out. I’m going to be a little clingy.”

“You know, Diesel, I had so many thoughts when I found out I was pregnant. I was like that nigga ain’t sterile. He about to start a polygamy compound with a lot of women or some shit.” He leaned back very dramatically. “Excuse me?” I shrugged my shoulders. “At the time all I could think about was you having two project twins and having to split your time between New York and Florida and trying to keep two babymamas happy.”

I really don’t know how to take you tonight.” “Oh, I know how you’re going to take me tonight, Babygirl. Hard. Fast. Rough. I’m backed up a month.”

“Grey,” he laughed and kissed my temple. “Don’t start that crazy shit, man.” “You… you rode me like a… like a horse. You galloped… on my ass. I just don’t think sex should be this good.”

He rubbed my stomach until I couldn’t keep my eyes open anymore. “I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with you, Greysen,” was the last thing I heard before I drifted off to sleep.

In this world, all I got is my word and I wouldn’t have made it this far in life if I wasn’t a man of my word.

males, anyway.” I shook my head. “Come on here, so I can feed you.” Her eyes lit up. “Dick?” “That too.”

Greysen was beautiful inside and out. She made me laugh and even cry a couple times. She was the mother of my child and future children. I was going to marry her one day. I was thirty-seven years old and in love for the very first time. Life was crazy as fuck.

When Elle popped her lips, I tapped her side to stop her from talking. Because Elle was the person who was only going to say something one time before it was time to throw hands.

“You been waiting to say that for a while, huh? I’m glad you got that hurt off your chest because when you finish swiping my shit, I’m going to swipe my man’s card and I’m going to walk out of here and forget you exist. You, on the hand, got to stand there, pissed for the next ten hours, only thinking about me. So, if you don’t mind, please finish swiping my shit before I make your life real hard out here, Perris.”

“You know the only reason he with you is because he feels sorry for you.” I shrugged my shoulders. “Be that as it may, you still got to swipe my shit, Perris. You can throw all the insults you want, as long as you do it while swiping.”

“Weren’t you just fucking proposing? Don’t piss me off and I fuck around and say no!” “You saying no don’t mean shit to me because where the fuck you going?” “Anyways.”

I handed a bouquet of red and orange roses “Greysen McCree Danger, entrepreneur, CEO of TheCurvyFashionMom, B.S. in Elementary Education, mom to Deija Gisele Danger and soon to be Diesel Danger the second, and wife to Diesel Danger, I am so fucking proud of you. You just don’t know.”

“This reminds me of the day I realized that I wanted to be with you for the rest of my life,” I said. “And by nightfall, I was over you and your bullshit.” “Yeah, but what’s your last name now?” “Danger, but I was so high on dick, I didn’t know what I was thinking dragging you to the courthouse the very next day.” “So, what you saying is… you regret it?” “Hell no.”

“And what is today’s theme going to be called, Sir?” I smiled. “Captivated… captivated by Mrs. Danger.”