Perhaps he wants me to tell him about how I almost choked to death on liquid bane? That all I could think about was that I was going to die a failure? That the little girl in the cell was going to die with unquenched hope in her heart, perhaps believing the filthy, vile words I wove for Cainon to earn me a second chance to set her free? Perhaps he wants me to tell him I walked into Calah’s feeding arena wearing tears of relief because I didn’t want to continue living in a world where he didn’t exist? Or maybe he wants me to talk about how I ripped off my necklace on that pier and tried to kill
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