From the moment I boarded that ship, I fumbled through the world like a newborn foal. I fed on freedoms that went against the grain of everything I’d hoped to achieve. I was sightless, gullible, impulsive. I promised so much and gave so little, then I tried to bow out. No wonder Zali slapped me so hard. I’m a selfish person with no shoes and no sense of the world, leaving a trail of destruction, self-detonating because my own actions hurt.
I mean, you said it not me
