Me: I'm watching you sleep and holding your hand. My fingers are on your pulse, and I'm watching your chest rise and fall. Bryce, I have never in my life been as terrified as I was yesterday. I thought you died in my arms, and my biggest regret was that I hadn't told I loved you yet. So I'm going to tell you every day now: I love you. I love you, and I want everything with you. I love you. I love you. I love you.