the exact moment that I need to be sharp. Half the time, I’m sedated for no reason but this family. I have to get better for you. I mean, are you kidding?” His words rushed out in a feverish pitch. “Here and there—I’m too goddamn obedient, that’s my problem. No more. I’m not going to let you or her or Dad ruin me and my reputation. I’m looking out for myself now. I’m going to be the next giant in the physics world!” He stood there, chest heaving. “I’m calling Mom.”
